It’s crazy to think there where multiple times through my journey here that I actually wanted to give up. That I actually was over it and I allowed myself to spend so many days/months years believing this. I had allowed myself, no one else to fall into this deep, dark hole. I was trapped. Trapped in a nightmare I at more then one time believed to be the only way to live.
Too many times I was being whisked down the hallways of a different hospital into an even bigger scarier room, a room that I accepted would be my home for what felt like eternity. Each time something going wrong. My entire story from start to finish is nuts and aside from witnesses I don’t think I have ever shared with anyone the beg to now. It would take a lot of drinks lol. •
Living with this chronic injury is a challenge like no other, but I aspired to prove to myself that I could still be phenomenal in all areas of my life when I finally woke the hell up and started taking control of my life! •
Homies can tell you, you need to get up and do the work, you can read all the self help books you want. You need to take care of your mental and physical self. You can listen to podcast after podcast and get hyped AF following, BUT YOU HAVE GOT TO MAKE MOVES! Not once, but consistently through your entire life allowing yourself to evolve in the process of not only finding you, but believing, and loving YOU first! •
The truth is, I often wish that more people understood the invisible side of things. Even the people who seem to understand, don’t really. When it’s such a big part of your life, it almost feels as if you will always be keeping something from everyone in the world. Not sure if this makes sense but it does in my head lol. Happy Sunday you rad humans! I hope your finding light in the midst of all this chaos, bc beneath the dark and scary, is always something absolutely beautiful. It’s a matter of accepting the circumstances at hand are so far out of our reach that any unnecessary energy placed upon any aspect of this chaos, will pull you down more. Keep yourself on coarse and keep your homies close🤙🏻❤️much love let’s do Monday like a boss🙏🏻🔥